Wednesday, September 26, 2007

I thought...

perhaps I had found just the right thing to do for the next while. It felt right. It would use all I've learned in CPE, but have little of the anticipation of what trauma will happen next that I found so difficult.

But
it
seems
that door may not open either. I visited with the chief chaplain. We connected. However, she doesn't make hiring decisions. The hiring manager already has someone in mind for the job.

I did learn today that there is little or no hope of an appointment before January.

I
can't
wait
until January to be employed.

Lord, you know my needs (and my wants). Show me where and when I need to wait and when I need to act. Amen.