Thursday, September 20, 2007

Being Dissed or Crisis of Call

I've been dissed - disappointed, discouraged, and disillusioned. The waiting has been for nothing or so it feels. The sure thing isn't sure any more. I'm wondering why I'm even still trying. It would be so much easier to go back to teaching. I checked - there are special education openings in the neighboring suburb. The call that seemed so clear so long ago is less clear now. I'm pouting and I know it, but that's how I feel for today. Of course it doesn't help that I'm stuck at home today while our foundation is being repaired (costing lots and lots of dollars). So maybe I'll just pout a while longer.

4 comments:

SpookyRach said...

Rats. Dissed sucks.

Here's hoping for a better turn of events soon.

DogBlogger said...

(((((Mid-Life Rookie))))

Rev. Dulce said...

Don't you dare give up. You were called clearly and without question.

Don't let the system beat you down. I know how you feel. I was on the verge of giving up when my Triad went so very, very badly. Don't give up.

the reverend mommy said...

me too.

=o(

Planning on opening a used bookstore/coffeeshop/karaoke bar when the BOOM lowers the, uhm, boom on me.

Prayers for strength and endurance.