Friday, September 29, 2006

The Belly Ache

As I approach another on-call shift, I find my belly aching more and more. I am fearful of what I might face. Will I know how to handle the situations that arise? At a Level I Trauma Hospital, there is no end to the variety and difficulty of situations that come up. I worry that I will freeze when faced with something new. My stomach knots with each buzz of the pager. I know that this fear is not healthy, nor is it a sign of faith. I am reminded of my own posting a few short weeks ago.

Lord I believe; help my unbelief! Amen.

1 comment:

the reverend mommy said...

I'm with you.
You will survive and you will be such a better minister for it.
I see it in your heart, already.